Castaneda :: Point of No Return

Point of No Return = state of awareness where are no links to the past or any kind of attachment to the material world. A decision has been made and there is no way to go back. Whatever the objective is, it gets done.

Personaly, I went through a period like this in my life. I basically hit the wall and found myself

trapped for a second. But mysteriously and almost impossible to explain, I realized that I did not want to go back "home". I saw ghosts and they did not have a meaning for me. I kept walking forward and felt a very strong "pull" in my chest. Maybe it was the assemblage point but I felt free. My whole changed and I haven't looked back since then.

I went to my new home and fell asleep for a long time.

After my experience, I remembered Castaneda's books and realized that he was right on this. I continue looking for answers and for ways to save my energy in order to get ready to travel into the unknown. I know Death is always on my left shoulder waiting to show its existence but I am ready to fight back. It won't be easy.

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